this is from the heart...

I was praying to god so i can win lottery 10 million.. yeah i know.. in my head, i believe my god will grant my wishes if i asked.. so i prayed and i prayed and i prayed... I even cried, lots of tears and use my mom hoping that God will hear my wishes... and granted it...
bu then the next day..
i did not win...
so I though God didnt hear my request...
boy i was wrong
and thats not the worse...
my mom called me and asking for money for buying a house next to her, so she can extended her house.. (I kinda the go to girl when she needed money, and Im happy to do it,  I really want to make her happy, anything she wants, if I have I will give it to her,, well, sort of anyway..)
im so dead... i didnt win the lottery and my mom will hate me too.. oh gosh im so dead...
I didnt win... I have no money ( well... not the amount that she asked anyway, and I didnt win the lottery, you know, if I win i will give her something)
i was so mad.. i kinda mad at god ( iknow im bad, sorry god..), but then hey..
its kinda hit me..
i cant control anything that happend in my life...
Im just a human...
there's that thing call destiny..
 Maybe I wasn't destine to win that 10 million lottery..