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So there you go.. I was ready with my "Ways to Becoming Reach Plan" everything is set, all the rules and regulation from government, city council, zoning rules, ATO, and real estate investment guide...I have read all those, even those success guide video from  people that already made it and cross the border, the one that's already on the other side of the 80persen, the 20persen.
I even go to the real estate office to check the trend and everything... basically.. im ready... I just need that deposit to kick start my life..
the only problem is my partner is not as exited in this plan as me.. yeah he likes the money that will be generated if the plan is success but he seems not to hmm.,.. i don't know.. not too ambitious as me. maybe..
If I put it harsh words, he seems like dragging me down with all those negativity that he has.
 he seems like always have any negative answer every time I come up with my plan..
I have no idea where he pull all those negative thought from...
like yesterday..
I told him, i was gonna go to the bank and see whats their deal on the home loan, you know what he says..
He said " bank is bad, just wait until we have enough money to actually buy the house"
are you fucking kidding me? its good if we are rich, but we are poor, living in a renting house, 800/week both wages.
what world are you living in?
most houses starts from hundred of thousands of dollars.
I told him.. that could take longer, even lifetime, I told him, people like us both employee with minimum wages 400$/week can never afford house that cost $400.000 relying only on our salary alone.. unless, we get a loan.
most people in our situation will go to the bank and asking for a fucking loan, since we are nowhere rich.
he gets mad and calls me annoying.. urggghhhhhh... im so mad at him sometime... im married to him, so i cant just walk away and do it on my own.. we have been together for 10 years...  the only way is I will trained him. eventually..
oh he like the number... every time I run the numbers on the from profit that we will gain from this project ( i call it project, because it still not happening to me now).. oh.. he likes it.. he likes the big number that comes up after 1 year, 2 year, 3 and more year... and we are millionaire within the next five years if we do this right. he likes it.. he even talk about what happen if he becomes millionaire,  its jus he doesnt want to do the work...
I told him, stop spending the money on the things that we don't need like a Xbox, PS3, and he buys lots of games every weekend, each games roughly cost about 79 dollar, most of the times he bought more than one games.,.. hes acting like the leaking point in a boat that sails nowhere at the moment.
I told him we need to live frugal at least until we get that deposit money...
urggggghhhh....
another thing that keep the boat leaking, is every weekend he like to take me to some places, the one that cost money to get in, like theater, Cinema, Circus, etc.. if I told him no, he would be upset and angry....
then I will explained it to him, that at the moment im trying to save money so we can be millionaire one day..  and if we are millionaire I said we can go to London or Paris to see theater, go to Hollywood to see movie premiere, and he goes by saying all you think about it your project, im sick of it.. and he close the door..
urrrggghhhhh......hes a good guy, straight up nice, taking care of me, like to please me, hes good to me and my family, hes been working since he was 17. maybe the idea of investment is frightened him. hes been employee all his life, I have been employee, self employee, starting my own small business. maybe he like the way he is now an employee, comfortable with paycheck to paycheck every week, however, he likes the idea of being millionaire, but why hes acting like a leaking point in our boat? didn't he know that it takes determination, hard work, and more of those to get  us there...